August 23, 2006, Wednesday:
The Training Begins:
I will get into the Army. I will not let my weight, pulse or anything else stand in the way of what I want to do with my life. Today we (Mike and I) did 30/60's. We walk for 60 seconds and run for 30 seconds, 5 times. I did it!!! Yeah, I completed the whole thing. I know this doesn't seem like much and right now your probably thinking why is she even considering the Army? But remember this, I have never properly ran in my life until yesterday, August 22, 2006. Just read on in the future and you'll see anyone can learn to exercise and exercise well.
Anyway, we also do conditioning drills. I have some major pain in my upper stomach. I was still a pain to Mike about doing some of the exercises. I know I should appreciate his help, but right now I see him as the devil (when exercising). He knows what he is saying and doing and wants to help me and prepare me for BCT. He use to be a major Exercise FREAK!!!! He knows his stuff, but I wish I could just wiggle my nose sometimes and make him forget about exercising:)
Today, I was grouchy because I am tired and disappointed that I am not enlisted. I keep blaming myself for these things. I started thinking today that I won't survive BCT (because of my lack of physical running, etc. in my life). I also keep wondering what the shippers are doing right now? I know they are in reception, but I am wondering what is on the agenda for today for them.
I also feel like Mike is disappointed in me. He doesn't say or do anything to make me feel this, it is my own thoughts. He is very supportive and encouraging and saying things don't always go according to plan, but hang in there and everything will work. I love his HOOAH attitude, isn't it so cute? I am so lucky to have him in my life!
Oh, my recruiter, Sgt. P is upsetting me again. Now that I have a pulse survey from my family Dr. basically saying it was anxiety at MEPS that caused it to be elevated he is trying to get me down there before the 2nd, which is great, but I don't want to do the ARMS test and he won't listen to me. I want to go in under weight/tape. I hope Dr. F pulls through and denies his request.
The Training Begins:
I will get into the Army. I will not let my weight, pulse or anything else stand in the way of what I want to do with my life. Today we (Mike and I) did 30/60's. We walk for 60 seconds and run for 30 seconds, 5 times. I did it!!! Yeah, I completed the whole thing. I know this doesn't seem like much and right now your probably thinking why is she even considering the Army? But remember this, I have never properly ran in my life until yesterday, August 22, 2006. Just read on in the future and you'll see anyone can learn to exercise and exercise well.
Anyway, we also do conditioning drills. I have some major pain in my upper stomach. I was still a pain to Mike about doing some of the exercises. I know I should appreciate his help, but right now I see him as the devil (when exercising). He knows what he is saying and doing and wants to help me and prepare me for BCT. He use to be a major Exercise FREAK!!!! He knows his stuff, but I wish I could just wiggle my nose sometimes and make him forget about exercising:)
Today, I was grouchy because I am tired and disappointed that I am not enlisted. I keep blaming myself for these things. I started thinking today that I won't survive BCT (because of my lack of physical running, etc. in my life). I also keep wondering what the shippers are doing right now? I know they are in reception, but I am wondering what is on the agenda for today for them.
I also feel like Mike is disappointed in me. He doesn't say or do anything to make me feel this, it is my own thoughts. He is very supportive and encouraging and saying things don't always go according to plan, but hang in there and everything will work. I love his HOOAH attitude, isn't it so cute? I am so lucky to have him in my life!
Oh, my recruiter, Sgt. P is upsetting me again. Now that I have a pulse survey from my family Dr. basically saying it was anxiety at MEPS that caused it to be elevated he is trying to get me down there before the 2nd, which is great, but I don't want to do the ARMS test and he won't listen to me. I want to go in under weight/tape. I hope Dr. F pulls through and denies his request.

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